You probably don't know what I'm talking about.

I know I shouldn't.

I know better than to get pulled back in.


...But damn if fandom doesn't make me incredibly happy sometimes.

I'm sure there's something wrong when my variety in life comes from living vicariously through other people's depictions of fictional characters, but I don't care.

They're just so damn CUTE together.

Forever and a Day

Three weeks into college, and it alternately feels like forever and no time at all. Honestly, what with age-related time distortion and a less-than-stellar sense of reality, I'm going to be living in permanent fast-forward for the next four years.

Of course, this doesn't excuse my lack of postage (I don't even have stamps!), but I'm settling in nicely. College is certainly a change in pace. I spend about the same amount of time lounging around in the common room, but solitude is sorely lacking (both an good and bad thing).

So far, I have:

• Played Poker Face nearly 20 times a day
• Stayed up until 7:30 AM doing Computer Science problems
• Become stressed out
  
• laughed uproariously with roommates
• had a miniature party in suite, with I'm on a Boat blaring out of my speakers
• jumped in puddles with new rain boots
• learned how to text
• tried (and failed) to organize my life
• drilled holes in the wall
• grown chives
• become dehydrated (or was that low blood sugar in the morning?)
• done nothing for an entire day
  
• talked to old friends every day of the week
• IMed my brother more than I ever have at home
• Fallen asleep on the futon
• taken apart my computer
• assembled Ikea furniture
• ....and a host of other things.

All and all, I'd say it's a pretty good experience so far. More reports to come when I get some sleep in my system.

Positive.

I am happy.

I'm not sure if I am really happy, but I feel happy.

The reason is unknown. If I don't search, I won't be disappointed. Maybe I shouldn't be happy. Have I a right to enjoy myself? No one will take away my right to be content. I will make that a point of contention if anyone tries.

At any rate,

I feel happy.

Stalling

^ It's the cool thing to do.

Oh dear

Hmm, I apologize for the recent inactivity. Spring break took a lot out me, and Hawk was sick.

At any rate, a brief leave of absence from the internet seems to be the order of the day here, because Life is not cooperating.

I attribute it to an extreme lack of focus. It's weeks like this I wish I had ADD so I could take ADD meds. But not really, because taking meds is not fun.

Upcoming events:
Science olympiad! HAPPY FUN TIME FOR ALL.
AP art late night out: Man, I was hoping I could have pulled an all nighter at school